Financial Services
Jordan Hill
Know that moment when you open your banking app and realize you don't actually know how long your cash will last?
Not the vague sense that things are tight. The specific, stomach-dropping realization that you can't answer the question: “Do we have enough to get through the next 12 months?”
That panic doesn't start when the balance hits zero. It starts months earlier, in the gap between what your model says and what you actually believe.
When 82% of startups fail because they can't manage cash flow, people often talk about spreadsheets and burn rates. They jump to runway calculations and financial models.
We rarely discuss fear.
Fear is the variable hiding in plain sight. It shapes every financial decision founders make, often in ways they don't recognize until it's too late.
72% of founders report struggling with mental health issues. Nearly 70% admit feeling lonely during their startup journey. I’ve talked about my own struggles.
These numbers matter more than most finance articles acknowledge.
Because when you're isolated and anxious, you don't make clear financial decisions. You make defensive ones. You avoid the hard conversations about runway. You tell yourself the next month will be different.
The forecast sits untouched in a tab you stopped opening weeks ago.
Founders often feel they can't share their struggles with their teams, investors, or even family members. Everyone expects the illusion that everything is working, that success is inevitable.
So they stay silent.
And silence doesn't just feel bad. It costs real money in missed course corrections, delayed pivots, and financial decisions made from fear rather than clarity.
Here's what most financial advice misses: founders don't avoid their cash forecasts because they're lazy or incompetent.
They avoid them because looking at the numbers feels like admitting failure. 75% of founders experience significant self-doubt during their journey. About 84% wrestle with impostor syndrome at some point.
When you already feel like a fraud, confronting a shrinking runway becomes unbearable. The spreadsheet stops being a planning tool. It becomes evidence of your inadequacy.
So you don't look.
You tell yourself you'll update the model next week. You focus on product instead. You convince yourself that if you just close that next deal, the cash problem will solve itself.
This is fear masquerading as optimism.
Every decision starts to feel like a guess.
You're in a board meeting trying to sound confident about hiring plans when you're not sure if you can make payroll in four months.
You're negotiating with a vendor while mentally calculating whether this expense pushes you into dangerous territory.
You're making critical decisions with numbers you don't actually trust.
The math underneath is brutal but simple. Early-stage startups need 18-24 months of runway. Later-stage companies need 24-36 months. Fundraising takes longer than it used to.
When you're forced to think month by month, every decision becomes survival mode. Cash management stops being strategic planning and becomes daily firefighting.
And here's the trap: when you're constantly firefighting, your emotions cloud bigger decisions. Stress makes it hard to make sound choices. When overwhelmed, you rush through critical decisions or avoid them altogether.
This indecision leads to missed opportunities and poor strategies that directly hinder growth.
That's when most founders give me a call.
The emotional state and financial competence connection is direct and measurable. You can't separate them.
And here's what I've learned from those conversations: the founders who reach out aren't the ones in the worst financial shape. They're the ones who've finally realized that flying blind is more dangerous than asking for help.
How do my colleagues and I at Growth Partners help? We don’t drop more sophisticated models or complex financial tools into the mix. We bring clarity to the situation. And clarity changes everything.
Financial clarity doesn't mean having all the answers. It means having an accurate picture of where you stand.
Most founders fear that confronting their cash reality will paralyze them. The opposite is true.
Uncertainty paralyzes. Clarity enables action.
When you know exactly how much runway you have, you can make real decisions. You can cut expenses strategically rather than desperately. You can have honest conversations with investors before you're negotiating from weakness.
You can pivot while you still have options.
The founders who survive aren't the ones with perfect financial models. They're the ones who look at their models regularly, update them honestly, and make decisions based on what they see rather than what they wish were true.
Every founder worries about looking incompetent. This fear is universal and completely understandable.
But here's the choice: look potentially stupid now by asking for help, or definitely go broke later by avoiding reality. The silence costs more than the truth ever could.
Financial confidence doesn't come from having lots of cash. It comes from knowing exactly where you stand and having a plan based on that reality.
This is why the best financial advice for founders isn't technical. It's emotional.
Build the infrastructure to look at your numbers regularly, even when it's uncomfortable. Create accountability structures that force you to update your forecast. Find people you can be honest with about your cash position.
Make truth-telling a habit before it becomes a crisis.
Here's what I see happen when founders finally confront the numbers they've been avoiding:
The anxiety doesn't disappear. But it transforms. Instead of the low-grade dread that follows you everywhere —the kind that wakes you up at 3 a.m. and sits in the back of every conversation — you get specific problems you can actually solve.
You stop making decisions based on hope and start making them based on reality. You know which expenses to cut and which investments still make sense. You can tell your team the truth about where things stand without sugarcoating or catastrophizing.
Your investor updates shift from performance art to actual strategy sessions. Because you're not hiding anymore, they can actually help.
And here's the part that surprises founders most: the moment you admit you need help is often the moment you stop feeling so alone.
The 82% failure rate isn't inevitable. Most of those companies don't fail because they ran out of money. They fail because they ran out of time to course-correct. That was time they lost while avoiding the truth.
You still have options. You still have runway. But only if you're willing to look at it honestly.
The spreadsheet is just waiting for you to open it.
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